"Love isn't something we find.
It's something we choose to do."

We have the power to love people or not... we just choose to love them for what they are... or noooot!
Really, if you can find appreciation on another human being... if you can find the whole good within their soul, you may just fall in love with the wonderful unique person that being is...
Though you may also choose to look for the things you actually do not like in that other person... in such a way that you just start setting your mind full with negative thoughts about the person and find yourself just on the verge of hating that human being...

Thing is, LOVE and HATE are walking side-by-side... and you may really actually LOVE a lot of things about the other person as well as HATE other aspects...
But then it's totally up to you to decide whether you'll LOVE or HATE whoever... and whatever you decide to feel towards that person... will affect YOU but not only you... it will also affect the person itself... and perhaps the ones surrounding them as well...

Perhaps that's why Jesus told us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER....... he spoke about an unconditional kind of love... a true, pure, divine love which can last forever... go past through anything... and conquer everything it strives for...

THAT IS THE KIND OF LOVE I NEED...
THAT IS THE KIND OF LOVE I WANT!!!

Someone who will really stand by my side and WALK WITH ME...
Someone who will really take my hand and BE THERE FOR ME...
Someone who will truly understand life is more than just a dream to come true...
Someone who truly cares about me... and the way I feel... and the things I wanna say... and the places I wanna go... and the things I wanna do...
Someone who do fully decides to love me for what I am...

Some people just don't get this... and I always choose to love!!! It is much easier than the other way around... but I get tired of just loving and not feeling love towards myself... I AIN'T JESUS!!! He's the one who was able to love expecting nothing back.................

PS: I might just be acting like a bitch... and I know I do this sometimes... and again... I think it's PMS... anyway... this topic is quite bugging me...