MADAME MONDAY

I woke up late...

took a shower...

went to the mall...

paied some bills @ the bank...

went window shopping for awhile... planned on ONLY doing so... but...

bought a new pair of shoes...

got some cashew nutts to just chew on while doing nothing...

went to get my nails done... red color!!!

went for some lunch! shrimp salad @ spoletto... yummy!

took the car to the repair shop @ the car dealership...

pick the kids up from school...

went to mommy´s work for a visit...

got back home and played a bit on the computer...

got to chat with A SPECIAL friend....... VERY SPECIAL btw...

shortly I´ll take another shower and go out with my best friend for some temaki and best friend´s talk...

btw - talked on the cell phone between an activity and other AND got radioed by one frind or other...

isn´t that the perfect MADAME MONDAY ?!?!?!?!?!

first shift X third shift

the pleasure of waking the kids up + watch them get ready for school X
the pleasure of silence when arriving home after 8am


driving with lots of crazy dudes on a rush hour to get to work X
driving nice, cool and easy right near midnight


no boss to boss around but no boss to see the good things you may do X
boss to boss around though boss to acknowledge the good things you do


driving back home at a nice and cool time with no rush (4:30pm)X
driving back home at the rush hour


get an extra pay of 20% on your gross salary + easy work load X
get an extra load of work some three times as much as of the third shift


get no progress in your carrer whatsoever X
get the possibility of progress in your carrer


now...
you tell me...
WHICH´S BETTER?!?!?!?!

how do people classify yourself?!

when I was a kid, one of my brother´s little friend called me a bitch... that episode lays in my memory as if it was today just yet!!! I had never heard that from anyone! ´till that point at least... but at that time, that word for me, made no sense whatesoever, ´till I saw my cousin coming up to the little boy and slapping the shit out of his face....
I felt good! I felt protected! and I also felt that was not something nice to say about a girl...

some time ago, probably something close to 2 years ago, someone told me I was just as the cashier girl at the bakery store... not wondering too much about that, I knew it was something to make me feel bad... and as I had already been a cashier lady, that just didn´t knock me at all... I had been there! I know the value of everyone in the circle of life anyway...

last week, someone else told me I was the point B of the question... I know I might be twisting things a bit on this one... but the thing is: I AIN´T NO POINT B at all !!!!

now, coming to think of all this, yeah, it´s important to know what the people think about you, sure! But you know what?!?! It´s much better to register THE GOOD things people say about you... and the GOOD actions the people will take to protect you! to show how much they love you! how much they care about you!!! such as the reaction my cousin had over 10 years ago... and such as some real cool words I also heard last week from a friend:

- you´re so cool!
- you´re beautiful!
- you´re smart!
- you´re talented!
- you deserve the best from life!

flattering huh?!

so, you know you are good!!! you know so!!!
my hint for you on this one?! people that will not acomplish you on the good things you have, and will be pointing out the bad things you might just do, are just plain old JEALOUS!!!!! might even be scared that you´ll shine more than they can take........ so they try to make you feel bad about yourself.......
don´t ever let those rude people offend you with their rude words... because that´s what their plans are... instead of crying around,
just BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE!!!!!
SHINE BABE!!!!! SHINE!!!!!!

ps: thanks pluto!!! =P

WE ROCK DA HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-:- CONGRATS TO ALL THE INDEPENDENT BABES OUT THERE !!!!!! -:-

a smile...

...that´s all i need to get me going!

...when i see the kids happy smiles!!!
I KNOW I´M BELOVED!!!
...when i receive a friendly sms from someone worried about me!!!
I KNOW I´M BELOVED!!!
...when i see mom and dad proud of what i´ve been doing!!!
I KNOW I´M BELOVED!!!
...when i get a call from someone worried about me!!!
I KNOW I´M BELOVED!!!

I´M BELOVED BY TRUE FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!
AND THAT´S ALL I NEED!!!!!!!

I´M SOOOOOOOO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!
My heart really overwhelms in complete joy!!!
I may be passing through the hardest times ever - having you all by my side - I DO HAVE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU 4 YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU!!!!!!

KC910 - Renoir ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

This cellphone actually made me retire my so beloved A1200....................
But you know what?!?! I don´t feel sorry at all!!!!!!!!!!!
I´m actually glad!!!!!!! =P

I don´t need to right songs about my life.....

...... PEOPLE ALREADY DO THAT 4 ME!!!!!!!!!!
Just LOVE KATY PERRY!!!!!!!!!!!
I´m a HUGE FAN!!!!!

PS: HECK YEAH!!! This lyric has everything to do with my life!!!!!!

fine new millenium art

some fun distraction!!!
found it on my friend´s blog.......
ít´s quite fun!!!!
try it out now! @ http://bomomo.com

=)

do i really scare the shit out of you?!?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NOW CLOWN?!?!?!?!?!

i swear i try the hardest i can to NOT care about the things you do... or even further yet... to NOT care about YOU at all and i simply can NOT do so...
i swear i´d just like to go in there and delete the file YOU away from my life once and for all!!!!!! i swear i would!!!!!!!! and again... i just simply can´t...
all these things you do just hurt me SO GOD DAMN MUCH!!!!!!! SOOOOOOO GOOOOD DAMMMMN MUUUUCH that you have just no clue whatsoever!!!!!!!!
whenever i do have a free minute - which THANK´S GOD is not often!!!!! - the first thing that comes up to my mind is: YOU!!!!!!!!!
and YOU! and YOU! and YOU!!!!!!!! and WHY you act like that?!?!?! and WHY can´t we just get along?!?!?!?! WHY in the hell, heaven or earth?!?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!
it´s totally sad.......
completely sad........
just plain old SAD!!!!!!!
is it possible that you just do what you do to really just have some fun?!?!?!?!
you are joking me right?!?!?!?!
you are kidding me right?!?!?!?
this is a SICK GAME MAN!!!!!!! SICK!!!!!!!
make me cry?!?!?!?!
make me sad?!?!?!?!
shoot me down?!?!?!?!
make me suffer?!?!?!
just to feel your own yourself better?!?!
to feel you are on top of everything?!?!?
to feel you´re THE MAN?!?!?!
is your low self steem set soooooooo low that you actually really do need to pull me down like so?!?!?!?!?!
either that or you´re a FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!! really!!!!! i mean it!!!!!
STUPID FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE LOST YOUR GOD DAMN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you have to feel YOU ARE IN CONTROL?!?!?!
do you have to actually DESTROY my inner self to feel you´ve won, sick you?!?!?!?!

ALRIGHT!!!!!!
I LOOSE!!!!!! YOU WIN!!!!!!
I CRY!!!!! YOU DON´T!!!!
I CARE!!!!! YOU CARELESS!!!!!!
I´M SAD!!!!!! YOU´RE HAPPY!!!!!
I´M DOWN!!!! YEAH!!!! DOWN!!!!! YOOOOOU?! OH MY!!! OH MY!!! YOU´RE WAAAAAAAAAY UP THERE DUDE!!!!!
what do you wanna hear now?!?! CONGRATULATIONS?!?!?!?!?!

that´s it!!!!!!!

-> HAPPY NOW CLOWN?!?!?!?!?!

WTF?!?!?!?!?!

it´s pretty intriguing and yet totally normal to notice how people actually see things in a whole completely different way...
i do respect the way other people see things, but i sure would rather they´d see everything the way i see it...
cuz my way is better... =P

why is it so hard for me to understand people´s way?!?!
but mostly! why is it so hard for people to understand MY WAY?!?!?!?!?!

ANYWAY

i´ve gone through so much crap in this life already that i feel people act like cry babies teething mounths for so many little stupid things...
things that can be so easily handled with a couple of good words exchanges...
and when i say "good words", don´t be foolled to think i´m talking about the whole bullshit just to say so... cuz actions yet talk much louder than whatever you may even think about saying!!! ...
the beauty you have outside, fades as time passes by... you know?!
the words you say just because, don´t impress me a bit... you know?!
now, your actions which is yelling at me, i can sure tell what kinda person you are!!! you know?!

it´s ok to be scared - it will make you cautious - but don´t be a coward!!!
it´s ok to say you don´t know - it makes you normal - we´re all learning here!!!

but it´s NOT ok to make lame excuses - cuz there´s always a pretty God darn REAL reason for EVERYTHING!!! and remember: i ain´t a 2 year old little girl who believes little stupid out of context made up stories...... nor i am your mother - who will actually do know you´re lying, but will pretend she believed in you............ i expect NOTHING but the REAL BARE NAKED TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s NOT ok to pretend - cuz this is real life! we´re not in matrix!!! not that i know of at least!!! and if we are, please someone pull my plug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s NOT ok to underestimate others - cuz everyone is capable!!! each one at their own speed though... + make sure to provide the same tools!!!
it´s NOT ok to bluster - talking bring understanding everywhere...
it´s NOT ok to be snobe - cuz each individual is actually "an individual" !!!!! we´re all unique here!!! helllloooo!!!!!! and that´s the big beauty of all this!!!! we actually need to CONNECT!!!!! to work together in order to reach the most powerful sinergy possible of everything!!!!!!!!!!!
no one can go solo in this life honey bunny!!!!!!!!! no one!!!!!!!
YOUR WHOLE PRIDE JUST DESPRIZES YOUR ENTIRE SELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s just completely pitiful!!!!!!

sometimes i do think i´ve got all figured out...
but then... i feel i´ve got it all wrong...
and then again... i don´t even want to think of it!!!
and then again... i really do wanna understand what??? why???

?!?!?!

no clue...
no clue...
simply clueless...

WHY T F?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
WHAT T F?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
WHY T F?!?!?!?!?
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