WTF?!?!?!?!?!

it´s pretty intriguing and yet totally normal to notice how people actually see things in a whole completely different way...
i do respect the way other people see things, but i sure would rather they´d see everything the way i see it...
cuz my way is better... =P

why is it so hard for me to understand people´s way?!?!
but mostly! why is it so hard for people to understand MY WAY?!?!?!?!?!

ANYWAY

i´ve gone through so much crap in this life already that i feel people act like cry babies teething mounths for so many little stupid things...
things that can be so easily handled with a couple of good words exchanges...
and when i say "good words", don´t be foolled to think i´m talking about the whole bullshit just to say so... cuz actions yet talk much louder than whatever you may even think about saying!!! ...
the beauty you have outside, fades as time passes by... you know?!
the words you say just because, don´t impress me a bit... you know?!
now, your actions which is yelling at me, i can sure tell what kinda person you are!!! you know?!

it´s ok to be scared - it will make you cautious - but don´t be a coward!!!
it´s ok to say you don´t know - it makes you normal - we´re all learning here!!!

but it´s NOT ok to make lame excuses - cuz there´s always a pretty God darn REAL reason for EVERYTHING!!! and remember: i ain´t a 2 year old little girl who believes little stupid out of context made up stories...... nor i am your mother - who will actually do know you´re lying, but will pretend she believed in you............ i expect NOTHING but the REAL BARE NAKED TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s NOT ok to pretend - cuz this is real life! we´re not in matrix!!! not that i know of at least!!! and if we are, please someone pull my plug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s NOT ok to underestimate others - cuz everyone is capable!!! each one at their own speed though... + make sure to provide the same tools!!!
it´s NOT ok to bluster - talking bring understanding everywhere...
it´s NOT ok to be snobe - cuz each individual is actually "an individual" !!!!! we´re all unique here!!! helllloooo!!!!!! and that´s the big beauty of all this!!!! we actually need to CONNECT!!!!! to work together in order to reach the most powerful sinergy possible of everything!!!!!!!!!!!
no one can go solo in this life honey bunny!!!!!!!!! no one!!!!!!!
YOUR WHOLE PRIDE JUST DESPRIZES YOUR ENTIRE SELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it´s just completely pitiful!!!!!!

sometimes i do think i´ve got all figured out...
but then... i feel i´ve got it all wrong...
and then again... i don´t even want to think of it!!!
and then again... i really do wanna understand what??? why???

?!?!?!

no clue...
no clue...
simply clueless...

WHY T F?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
WHAT T F?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
WHY T F?!?!?!?!?
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