HAPPY NOW CLOWN?!?!?!?!?!

i swear i try the hardest i can to NOT care about the things you do... or even further yet... to NOT care about YOU at all and i simply can NOT do so...
i swear i´d just like to go in there and delete the file YOU away from my life once and for all!!!!!! i swear i would!!!!!!!! and again... i just simply can´t...
all these things you do just hurt me SO GOD DAMN MUCH!!!!!!! SOOOOOOO GOOOOD DAMMMMN MUUUUCH that you have just no clue whatsoever!!!!!!!!
whenever i do have a free minute - which THANK´S GOD is not often!!!!! - the first thing that comes up to my mind is: YOU!!!!!!!!!
and YOU! and YOU! and YOU!!!!!!!! and WHY you act like that?!?!?! and WHY can´t we just get along?!?!?!?! WHY in the hell, heaven or earth?!?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!
it´s totally sad.......
completely sad........
just plain old SAD!!!!!!!
is it possible that you just do what you do to really just have some fun?!?!?!?!
you are joking me right?!?!?!?!
you are kidding me right?!?!?!?
this is a SICK GAME MAN!!!!!!! SICK!!!!!!!
make me cry?!?!?!?!
make me sad?!?!?!?!
shoot me down?!?!?!?!
make me suffer?!?!?!
just to feel your own yourself better?!?!
to feel you are on top of everything?!?!?
to feel you´re THE MAN?!?!?!
is your low self steem set soooooooo low that you actually really do need to pull me down like so?!?!?!?!?!
either that or you´re a FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!! really!!!!! i mean it!!!!!
STUPID FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE LOST YOUR GOD DAMN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you have to feel YOU ARE IN CONTROL?!?!?!
do you have to actually DESTROY my inner self to feel you´ve won, sick you?!?!?!?!

ALRIGHT!!!!!!
I LOOSE!!!!!! YOU WIN!!!!!!
I CRY!!!!! YOU DON´T!!!!
I CARE!!!!! YOU CARELESS!!!!!!
I´M SAD!!!!!! YOU´RE HAPPY!!!!!
I´M DOWN!!!! YEAH!!!! DOWN!!!!! YOOOOOU?! OH MY!!! OH MY!!! YOU´RE WAAAAAAAAAY UP THERE DUDE!!!!!
what do you wanna hear now?!?! CONGRATULATIONS?!?!?!?!?!

that´s it!!!!!!!

-> HAPPY NOW CLOWN?!?!?!?!?!