at least this guy has some hope left...
at least he can sing though feeling the pain...
what have i got?!?!
i've lost my faith along this long path full of sorrow and heartaches...
i trust no more!!!
i've really lost my hope...
i've really lost my faith...
no clue what we're all doing down here on this earth...
no clue what we're all suppose to learn with all this...
no clue why we have to suffer... why we have to go through the pain...
no clue...
'n trully, i'm just here thinking the whole "there it will be heaven where there will be no more wars nor tears or sorrow and we'll all just rejoice and sing and live happily ever after" sounds way too much alike a disney movie for me...
how can there be such a perfect god who's in control of everything when we clearly see that everything is actually out of control?!?!?!
how can an almighty god just sit there on his throne and watch this huge mess on his own creation and just watch it?!?!?!
is this some kind of a lab from looney "god"?!?!
is this some kind of a game from a psico "god"?!?!
is this even real?!?!?! or am i just having a nightmare?!?!?
is this gonna be forever?!?!?!
where is the justice?!?!?! where is the love?!?!?!
i don't feel it!!!
i really don't feel it...