do you know what is like to feel everything you have built is falling apart?!

it's an implosion of emotions...
a devastating feeling...
a horrifying sorrow...

you just feel like you've lost everything...
and now you've got nothing at all...

you see only ashes from a burnt past...
it feels as if you've lost the time and effort to put the whole building up...

where can one find hope for future in a place like that?!
it's hard...
i guess...